this doesnt hurt [Friday August 18th, 2006 12:12am] [ mood | cheerful ] well this week has been crazy: i worked Monday. [pay day] Tuesday got up took a shower. && then went && got a tattoo && my nose done. :D i love them. Then Tuesday night i went to St. Clair w. Amanda we chilled Tuesday night watched the hills have eyes. scary shit right there. then we kinda just went to bed. then Wednesday we went to that mall :] && i got new sunglasses. && a new outfit from Vanity. && i got the sweetest Tee EVER. its TMNT! :D looooveee iitt. then we went back to the house. && we took a walk in the woods hella scary. we didnt think we would get out. but dont worry i have MAD skills i got us out! then @ like 10:00we watched the new season of LB lol. then Rebeckah Call so i talked to her for a little. Then Kemp called && i talked to him till 6:00 this morning. :D got home 8 mins. before i had to go to work. so then i went to work. till about 10:00 got some starbucks. took a shower. && watched some TeeVee. thats about it for now :D beep beep

i would just like to say something: [Monday August 14th, 2006 2:11am] [ mood | confused ] i would just like to clear up some things: i dont really care what people think of me && if they do talk about. well thats them talking about me because they are jelous or something. because why the hell do they need to talk about me? && say shit that aint even true. && other thing. i wanted this year to be drama free && aint no little hussy. about to ruin that for me. so i just wanna make it clear that your not going to ruin it for me. && when you say something dumb like i dont have friends. maybe you should check yourself 1st. because a whole lot a people dont think anything of you either. && i dont care if your little click dont like me i dont even care what they have to say about me. they are all shit talkers && liars like you. Last but not least. i dont care what people have said about me changing && all this; because to be honest i love who i turned out to be && if you dont like who i am. then fuck you. && i dont need people bringing me down in my life. because as of right now. i see things going prefect i know what i wanna be when i get outta high school. i got friends that arent fake && love me more than anything. && im healthy. what more could i ask for. i dont need all this popularity. && all these nice things. im just me. && thats all im ever going to be. && im not changing [if thats what you wanna call it] so go ahead && talk your shit && see if i care. because i would prob. smile && say damn this bitch is dumb if they think they are bringing me down by saying something. when it really is flattering. to know that you talk about me. because you still think of me. i also would like to say watch it because if it came down to it. i would kill you. && i just might! im not crazy. im just not crazy about you :D beep beep

Popo's are crazy. [Saturday August 12th, 2006 11:01pm] [ mood | crazy ] So today. slept till about 12:30 Got up && took a shower. Went to work @ 2:00 Work was hella crazy today. when i 1st walk in i got people honking && going crazy on my new girl so the boss tells me i got put as "crew Trainer" fo sho the best thing ever. get to tell all the new bitches what to do. :D Then i come home @ 10:30 My Fiance. [uncle scott] has Tons of fireworks waiting so we start lighting them off. we get to the big ones. 8000 fire crackers. the popo's come. && tell us to stop it sounds like iraq over here. so yeah they always gotta ruin the fun! then after that me && the drunk ass dad got into it. because he is screaming "fuck our neighbors; its Fucking Sat. aint none of them sleeping..." then he screams Xtra loud "i dont give a fuck about them" blah blah blah. you know how that goes. so then i tell his ass to shut up. but he starts yelling @ me. so i was the bigger person && i walked my fat butt to this computer. && now im just chillen. beep beep

Whoa. Pats a trend setter [Friday August 11th, 2006 11:31pm] [ mood | cheerful ] so Pat decides to start Lj again. so why not. um. not alot has happened since i last did this. um i got a job @ mcdonalds. :D um i work almost all the time. all day. my hours are 2 to 10. Today: got up @ like 1:30 went to work by 2:00; worked till 10:30. got off. came home had some fries w. ranch cant forget that. then i came on this dumb computer. thats about it for today! beep beep

we got our picther back! [Sunday May 7th, 2006 5:04pm] [ mood | we got ug's back ] HOLY CRAP! i thought we lost her! This end of the week/weekend = CRAZY.. so because of my leg i cant play.. but i still went to the game on friday.. i didnt go to school so when i went to the game.. somethings were a shock to me.. like that Best Friend was on Varsity now.. so i was talking to Leiah && we all started balling (thats our fucking pitcher) Well the day got worse..we lost horriblely && everyone was sad.. we felt like we lost something special well we did! the bitches were heart broken well anyways.. me && leiah went && watched some of the Varsity game && we started crying EVERY time we seen her! it was like a movie she said.. when she looked @ me she could see the tear fall from my eyes. so then we all get xtra pants && go to Ug's (me && Leiah) we call aimee && she is freaking out because of some spider it was crazy.. so we walked to aimees && i killed the spider.. we were watching some of peral harbor.. && emily comes over! : ) Then we kinda get all pretty.. do Ug's hair && make up dang that bitch is fiiine! Then i left @ like 10:30 beacuse i had to keep my leg up && all this other junk! Then the next day i got up @ like 7 for dr. stuff.. went back to bed till about 12 then i had a great idea that we should have a movie day.. me && all the bitches.. so everyone got readii && we watched Wolf Creek w. tons of junk food .. then Ug calls her dad && he tells us that she is back on J.V w. all of us! so we deff. mad excited so i was like PARTY.. we all stayed @ aimees becuase duh thats the party house.. we played air hockey.. intense games lemme tell you.. i lost to ug by 1 on overtime && ug beat aimee 1 on overtime : ) then leiah && aimee holy moley.. that was a crazy game.. leiah cant play w. her right hand.. so she was trying to play w. her left.. it was funny.. then we all went up stairs did the get cute thing.. did tons of make up again! : ) Then we played mario Kart.. && boy do i hate that damn game! i came in 3rd once && all the rest 4th.. i suck! then we all went up stairs.. && crashed.. it was fun i love my bitches! && WE GOT OUR PITCHER BACK! beep beep

r.i.p # 7 [Friday May 5th, 2006 10:55pm] [ mood | we want our pitcher ] r.i.p # 7 < 3 well i cant play for a while.. && leiah cant play for the rest of the year.. && coach has our catcher playing 3rd so some freshman can catch.. our team = shit! sorry girls but it does..  no one even cares anymore.. oh well f this junk! beep beep

[Monday May 1st, 2006 8:43pm] [ mood | crushed ] Your parents always yell at you Your best friend brings you down Your Softball Team will be waiting to... give you a hug && let u cry on their shoulders < 3 I deff. love thoes girls more than i could even explain! well today. we played good .. but not good enough.. we lost.. to Warren Mott Dont worry we got Grosse Point South Tomorrow.. i have faith! < 3 beep beep

[Sunday April 30th, 2006 10:09pm] [ mood | crazy ] So i really havent did this in a while.. but i figured that im bored misewell.. Umm that past few months have been Uber CRAZY! Umm im on the J.V Softball Team < 3 its soo much fun, we are pretty good for having a crazy coach! && umm i got married to Hordin, Man i love this girl to death! she means EVERYTHING TO ME! i dont know what i would do w.out her! < 3 Umm.. so Last night = uber uber crazy; most fun the softball team (well most of the softball team) has had together!! we all had a party @ best friends (Ug's) && let me tell you i havent been to a better party in ages, it was Me;Leiah;Ug's;Amiee;Emily;Jaclyn;Kelly;&& Addy ... && boy oh boy it was the funniest thing EVER!!! < 3 i love them! in the start of the day i got up early && me && Kristin (My Backseat Lover) went to Memorial to watch the V. in the tournament && to cheer on my best friend! it was fun kinda! Insiders from this weekend: * You got me drunk fucking bitches * "Kaila i love you" (touches my face) * Sara taking a dive into the fence && the cement thingy lol * Leiah && Amiee Touching bare ass! * T.p that was wet.. getting thrown @ me && leiah * Me && Amiee Being Drs. * We're in love w. our pitcher * Traponlene Orgy < 3 * Spooning * Trying to start a fire * All of us knocked out by 5 am! *pressin Play in our heads * 9am this Morning *Sumo Wrestling * Im the fucking pitcher * im a fucking freshman * RYAN NOOOOO (runs outside to the trampolene) *Ripping Ass * Leiah Rippin her pants like crazy (butt hanging out) * 4:30 am thinking some kids are throwin shit @ the door * us hiding the crap in my pillow && hiding it from Sara's Family! (wheelbarrell) * ask amiee she'll tell you * im fucking cold! *peeing outside *are u a lesbian when your drunk? No No im straight! Best Weekend EVER! i < 3 my Softball Team beep beep

i wont give up [Tuesday October 25th, 2005 1:31pm] [ mood | calm ] Happy Birthday Damien! YESTERDAY OCTOBER 24TH 2005 well it was MAD crazy... i came home from school did some chores then called Emm && i got a ride over there && me && her && Tina walked to Tinas && chilled there for a lil till Tina kicked us out bc her mom was coming home.. omg was it freezing outside... well we walked to Alex's house && he said come back in 10 mins && i can hang but it was too cold... mean while emm is cravin Taco bell she says lets walk there && get some taco bell so we start walking EMILY GETS US LOST! i get us back on track but we are totally going to the wrong way.. we were like @ 10 && Kelly when we were suposed to be @ like 9 && kelly... lol so we get to Taco bell after walking for like 2 hours lol && Emm orders a chicken quesidilla w. JUST CHEESE but she was thinking that there was like peppers && all that on there... so we get out && we are walking down 9 mile towards gratiot && she starts eating it && she is like flipping out "who orders just cheese" then we get some DQ && we see logan && jamie we BEG them to come && pick us up.. but they did the wait till they get up to the car then drive away thing.... so we keep walking we get to big boys && jamie && logan say they are coming they get this teenie tiny car w. already 4 ppl in it && make me && Emm sqeeze in there.. we get to logans && emms mom is flipping out "your grounded" get your ass home LMAO never walking w. emm again then i went home after that logans mommy drove me home then watched laguna L.C and Jason what the heck???? lol beep beep

Whats wrong w. me [Sunday October 23rd, 2005 7:34pm] [ mood | crappy ] well this weekend was awesome Friday: school of corse lol then amanda came over and i cleaned && watched oprah then i got readii went to nae neas then to Justins last football game they won by alot then i went back to naes && watched the new Degrassi GOOD ONE Liberty is pregnet hahaha then came home @ like 11:30 went to bed i was really tired Saturday: got a wake up call @ like 10:45 from Pat saying that Jordin && Kayla were coming to get us @ 1:00 so i got readii && went to Jordins party that was fricken awesome chilled w. everyone from RH :) HAPPY 16TH JORDIN! Sunday:chilled around the house (thinking) homework && laundry beep beep

Homecoming Weekend [Sunday October 16th, 2005 3:43pm] [ mood | blank ] Friday: Homecoming pep assem. had a ball there... got a det. for not bringing my Id lol so thats what ill be doing monday... then ummm Fustin me Pat && Kenny got into a car acccident flipping crazy.. then i got picked up by my uncle to go over his house for a lil Saturday homecoming: omg had sooo much fun.. but was kinda sore.. me Karen Emm && everyone danced till we feel down lol.. it was awesome.. ill be putting pics on a webpage sooon:) Sunday.. chill && watched lions game beep beep

im sorry.. come back PLEASE [Sunday October 9th, 2005 7:40pm] [ mood | why do i still love him ] Whoa.. havent updated in forever.. omg this weekend has been the GREATEST let me tell you well Thursday: was the J.V football game.. had a blast there.. made a fool of myself.. && i brought the "holla Back Pen" lmao.. good times good times.. then talked to some guys from Dakotya.. *scary* ask Jac && Emm.. then just chilled.. it was kinda cold... went to little ceasars got some pizza:) yummy.. && i got to hang w. Karen ann omg i love her soo much im glad that me && her are talking again! Friday: i just chilled around the house && did my homework.. && watched oprah.. that was about it.. i think Saturday: omg the best day i have had sooo far in a while.. well me Pat && Karen went to Russ's got him to get dressed && Kurt came over so we threw a football around then Joey Chris && Shannon came over so we chilled for a little then omg omg omg Fuston came over w. his Hoop D van.. && stupid me.. told him to drive when i was hanging onto the car.. well he stopped hardcore && i flipped like a bizzillion times.. it was fn awesome. i think i would won for the funnest home videos.. then i went to Russ Mike && Joey to Ang's to chill w. her && Jac.. we were going to play hide && seek but that didnt happen we all just chilled && watched some flipping crazy things on tee vee... then we all got loud.. so me mike russ && joey left.. went to Mikkey D's then i came home && watched the notebook awe i cried so hard... && not just cause its a sad movie.. some other things came to mind...:x Sunday: chilled till about 1:00 then went && got my homecome dress... hahahahhahaha its sooo fn funny but its kinda cute.. its like madonna gone sexiii lol.. but i gots a back up dress just in case i chicken out.. lol now im going to go && make Tee Shirts w. Pat.. && catch up on some D.L:) beep beep

broken into a million peices [Saturday September 24th, 2005 8:09pm] [ mood | depressed ] well these past few days well last week has been the worst EVER... like you have no idea.. me && aaorn broke up for good.. but hey.. i guess in the words of aaron being friends is better for me.. please... thats the last thing i wanted was to be just friends w. him.. but umm last night went to the Avondale homecoming football game.. && boy was that fun.. got to hang w. the crew.. && meet tons of new ppl.. cant wait till our homecoming its going to be off the hook:) well thats if i decide to go... well me && the old friends are starting to talk again.. so thats a plus... && this weekend has turned out to be awesome.. i got to sleep tons.. but keep having dreams about ***** you know who.. so it kinda makes me wake up every once && a while to sit there && think.. what if things were diff. but you know maybe this will make things better:) im hoping.... hoping really hard.. i miss him so much that its flipping sick.. but i guess im trying to move on.. it might take a lil longer.. beep beep

i think im giving up on love [Friday September 16th, 2005 5:05pm] [ mood | cranky ] well things are CRAZY i dont really know what to say anymore or to anyone lots of drama in school ALREADY! but yeah... things will look up i *hope* beep beep

not suposed to care [Sunday September 11th, 2005 5:22pm] [ mood | blank ] well im @ Alex's house so i decided to update.. well nothing really has happened.. school && not really anything exciting or worth writing.. i should be getting the internet back soon:D but dont know if i really want it back.. so who knows.. but yeah thats about it.. bc i aint going to sit here && write how sorry i am.. && all that other junk when its not even going to help anymore... it seems like EVERYTHING is falling apart.. && no one could care! && the person i really care for && thought you know he could be the one that i would spend the rest of my life w... well that aint looking too good right now we barley hang out.. && we barely talk as much.. i wish that would change bc i wish i could be happy again.. && love living:/ </3 beep beep

i guess i shouldnt care as much [Tuesday September 6th, 2005 1:42pm] [ mood | i dee kay anymore ] well its been forever since i updated really dont want to that much anymore but got a few things to straighten out... i am not moving to Kentucky RIGHT now.. && if things change here i "might" stay here.. but i dee kay anymore things are chaning && i kinda dont like them... && i guess love just blows up in some ppls face:( who knows... but this past week has been CRAZY.. yes i was in Kentucky bc me && my dad got into a huge fight... && he said it was either go there or the Youth home haha i laughed @ that... then today was the 1st day of school whoop whoop i got a lot of ppl in my classes but not some ppl i wanted but its all good:D today was awesome even tho i already got some points on the "point system" thingy... haha i heart the ghetto:* To Aaron: all i gotta say is that i dont want you to be done w. everything && im sorry for all the fighting an everything.. i just want you to be happy... so if its not w. me then tell me please:/ && that i love you ALOT! && dont forget it && hopefully we can get things worked out && back to being happy if you want to:* beep beep

whoa havent updated in FOREVER [Friday August 5th, 2005 3:08pm] [ mood | dorky ] lets start w. Saturday the 30th: ummm my parents left the house to me.. but my mom kinda wanted me to stay the night @ Pats.. so thats what i did we partied till about 3 am... hehe even tho warp was the next morning.. Sunday the 31st WARP TOUR: well i got woken up @ 7:00am to get readii but didnt start getting readii till about 8:30 haha && we had to be outta the house by 9:00 so i was looking PRETTY bad... ummm then we got to warp.. i took like 10 pics of the starting line.. && then outta the blue i didnt feel well so me && julie && my home girl sheena started heading for the front for FOB && i pass out HARDCORE.. lost the batteries to my camera && EVERYTHING it was horrible... well the day got better... i puked a couple times... && everything was better.. i got to meet Matt from Relient K.. hottie might i add:) && i got him to sign a dollar bill bc you know how we do:P ummm me && Pat moshed w. Matt(aarons friend that broke the fence @ his party) to MCR:) then we went to burger king && we all order && they are like im sorry mam' but we dont have any chicken or fries && blah blah blah blah then we all just chilled in Katies car till Pats mom && came && got up... that was about it! ill get the pics later Monday the 1st: ummm i think i chilled all day.. recovered from the night before.. haha && i think i might have come over Pats for a lil we watched "team america".. funny ass movie Tuesday the 2nd: ummm i got a wake up call @ like 1:30 to get up && get readii bc Sean was going to pay for us to go to Auggies.. so i got up && it took me a lil while to get readii && we had to wait for my mom to get back so we all chilled in the pool for a lil... then my mom came && got us we went to Auggies... had a blast there..:) Wensday the 3rd: my mommys birthday:) so i kinda just chilled && had some brownies that Pat made her.... then swam a lil well Pat was in his Speedo... boy o boy i thought there was going to be a car accident.. when he would stand up to say hi or something ppl were looking @ us like we were CRAZY! good times Thursday the 4th: PATRICKS BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATTY! i had to go to the Drs. from the warp problem... && they took ALOT of blood && ill find out what was wrong w. me on Monday... then i came over to pats to have some lovely cake that Sean ruined:) but it was good:D Friday the 5th: the day before aaron gets home:D ummm well im just doing laundry all day.. since my mom said thats the only way i could go to the beach w. pat && the family:) thats going to be a GREAT day... but thats about it for now... && o yeah i got the internet taken away since i had alot of dr. bills:( beep beep

baby.... im forever yours x3 [Thursday July 28th, 2005 9:57pm] [ mood | aarons home ] today my daddy woke me up @ like 1:00 to tell me he was going to work && he should be back in a few hours.. well that took him like 4 hours to come home... so i just chilled around the house for a lil took a shower.. && got into my bathing suit layed out for a lil.. till the clouds kept on hiding the sun:( so i came in.. && Sean came over.. then my daddy called && said there was pizza across the street for me so we went there && got some.. then Patty came over.. && we straight chilled.. we all got bored so we went up to Warrendale.. && just farted around for a lil.. then came back to Pats house && chilled on the pourch:) like the oldin days... now im just going to chill @ home && talk to the lovey Cat:* Ox beep beep

lets act like guns; && bang bang bang [Wednesday July 27th, 2005 7:32pm] [ mood | cold ] wow.. today its kinda cold. dont even feel like summer.. but umm i got up @ like 1:00 thanks to Patrick calling over here.. then he yells "Kaila come over here quick" so you know stupid me thinks you know something happened.. or he broke something.. but no he wanted me to watch shaun of the dead.. haha.. so i watched that w. him && Sean. then came over here took a shower... && hopped into my bathing suit.. then Patrick,Kenny,Emm && Eric came over.. we all went swimming that was so stupid it was SO cold NO JOKE i thought i was going to turn into ice.. then i went back to Pats house so him && Emm could get changed.. && it was dinner time for them.. so i came back to my house made Amanda a myspace.. then my dad said f this i dont wanna make dinner so im making everyone grilled cheese:) thats about it for today.. since we aint going bowling anymore:( i might watch a few movies tonight.. but nothing BIG! Ox Your Real World Type: The Girl Next Door Your Official Real World Bio: All-natural beauty, Kaila is the girl-next-door with a heart of gold. Hailing from warren, mi, Kaila seems to attract the attention of every guy when she walks in to a room. Aside from her bikini-model body, her natural charisma seems to have guys flocking to her no matter where she goes. Kaila makes friends easily and usually acts as the peacemaker in her circle of friends and family. She's far from just another pretty face--Kaila is a woman of integrity, intelligence and complexity. beep beep

i miss you [Tuesday July 26th, 2005 10:50pm] [ mood | calm ] well today i got up @ like 12:00 && my mommy had breakfast burritos waiting:) yummy.. so i had like 1 of them && then my dad started yelling @ me to eat.. bc im going to get sick so i had 1 more:P then i chilled around the house till about 3:45 then went to Patty's house && cut his hair && dyed it.. omg he looks soo cute.. its a total change:) i like it tho...but i dont think pats dad really likes it @ all he was flipping out.. it was funny tho i had to go downstairs so i wouldnt laugh right @ his face! then after that emm && jac came over so we went to the park for a lil talked about stuff.. came back here && hung out w. patty kenny eric jac sean && emm.. then we all "tried" skateboarding haha.. then umm i came home && talked to my dad about Warp tour CANT FLIPPING WAIT ITS GOING TO BE AWESOME! Emily((my wife)): im so glad that we hung out today.. it was fun.. even tho we really didnt do ANYTHING! lol cant wait to hang out again Pat:Your hair dont look bad @ all i love it!! i miss you aaron already.. && its only been a day.. come home soon:):* i wanna hang w. you && get back to the way they were i love you Ox beep beep

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